Saturday, August 21, 2010

Fuck.

I have been having dreams about this one certain guy that I use to know
ALL THE TIME.
It's really pissing me off! Why is this happening? Could this mean something!
I DONT KNOW!!!!

I have had 8 dreams with him in it! & 2 of them he hated me!!!
Why is this happening :(

Friday, August 6, 2010

RIP Angel

I found out some really sad news.
I would have had another uncle. :( But I don't.
While on the way to my dad's house, my mom told us the story about how her brother Angel was killed.
My mom, uncle, and Angel were all going to bed but like all kids at a young age were up and making noise. My mom's uncle(who was babysitting) was very angry and took Angel out to the living room. Later he woke up my mom and uncle to help him wake up Angel. They shook him and even put him in a tub full of water. He didn't wake up.
My mom's uncle beat him to death at the age of 3. My mom and uncle were 5 and 4.

Maybe there was a reason for his name being Angel.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

2010

I basically have disappeared from this site for about half a year now :P

Anyways my life is amazing right now :D I honestly couldn't be happier.
Scratch that. There actually are some things I would want to change.

First off, High School was amazing :D Beginning sucked ass but now I am so happy.
I have new friends, dont hang out who I use to hang out with, new look, new face?
Idk people say I don't look the same. I like how people didn't know I was a freshman(: Everyone thought I was a sophmore xD

I had no hard time being a freshman. I had alot of older friends & almost had things with juniors :O

Life at home.
CHAOTIC.
Small ass house/ me, lil sis, mom, older sis, her HUBBY, &CHILD. get your own house. haha

It amazes me how happy I am with my life right now, but it just doesn't feel good enough and I want more.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

=^.^=

Boring Ass Life.
Thats all I wanted to say.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

I Feel Blue. Green? Purple?

Meow. That's all I gotta say.

How untrue is that! I always have something to say here. Who doesn't? Well the people that don't have one probably... okay never mind! Well I just wanted to write a new blog just really saying I haven't made one in a while. How pathetic is that! Well yeah sorry for that if anyone is even keeping up with junk. Well, I don't really care if anyone reads this. Its really for me, yah know? Well who cares and now I just keeping on going on and on really talking about nothing. Hee.

I'm just gonna keep this short. So yeah. Whats something I can talk about? Oh Yeah! I am starting high school this thursdayy! Yeahhhh! I am kind of excited but like not really. Like I'm scared of not being able to communicate with people. Haha. I'm honestly not shy when I talk to people... sometimes but usually am not. I don't know :B

AHHHHHAHAHAHHAH. This blog sucks so im gonna head out suckkkas. Sorry Later

Sunday, June 28, 2009

SHHS. Strangers. Degrassi?

High School begins...

Yes, Yes that is correct. I begin high school in 2 months and I am... So fucking excited! I am really hoping high school is going to be wickedly legit. Of course it's not going to be like any Degrassi episode but I'm sure it's going to be full of drama, new beginnings, gossip, pressure, new friends, new people, and a bunch of that shit that usually happens. By the way, Degrassi has got to be one of the most bomb-diggity I have probably ever seen. Well... in my opinion.

The reason why I am so happy for moving on to something more mature in life is because I fucking hating Junior High. It was basically hell for me. Everything about Junior High sucked. The people, some were pretty cool, the teachers, just everything about it! I lost pratically all my friends in my 8th year and I had to practically start all over. "Boo-hoo" but that's life and life has its good moments and bad moments. But at least I wasn't a complete loner. I hate that word. Loner. At least I was able to make new friends, not right away but pretty fast. And I went through this really deep depression too. I guess from all the shit that was happening. But I'm getting over it. And the people and teachers there. Oh my fucking god. I mean most the people there were super awesome and chill but the one's that were not what I just mentioned, were the most biggest fuckfaces ever. Okay maybe not that bad but some were just so... indescribable! Okay, I really just need to shut up right now because its over, Junior High is over and I'm starting new at High School.

Wow I wrote alot. Some people actually thinks its weird to write out or speak out what they think. I defenity do not think its weird, especially since I do both but I guess some just don't feel comfortable with people they never new ever exsisted, read what they feel and think about it. Wow, that was just made me kinda of uncomfortable.

Okay well I guess this is where I say "Oh kay, well I'll write later" or "peace I'm out" or "bye everybody who's reading XOXO". Oh yeah! This is a big one. To whomever got this from my youtube channedl and noticed none of my videos and vlogs weren't there anymore, its because they... were just sooo old and so ugh! I mean they still got rated but they just seemed soo unsuccessful. So yeah, but soon when I get my camera fixed or I finally get my wish to get a super cool laptop with the whole editing and stuff, I will made new videos. Hopefully coming soon. Probably not, but I hope soon.